I know breastfeeding does weird things to your cycle and if it does return to "normal" it will probably be after I stop on demand breastfeeding Claire. (Which I'm planning being right around her 1st birthday, due to a road trip we are taking soon after.) Who am I kidding - I probably won't become "normal". I've never been "normal". Am I pissed at that, yes but it's not like I don't have hope and faith. I have hope and faith that maybe, just maybe I will conceive baby #2 all natural but I also have hope and faith that if my period stays wacky I can always go get help. Getting help doesn't scary me (especially since we live in Illinois when infertility treatments are covered by our insurance- so money isn't the issue.) Although it wouldn't be my first choice, I'm not ashamed to ask/get help. I want more babies and I will do anything I can possibly to have that happen! I'm even thinking about trying all natural vitamins to get my period on a normal schedule - whatever works right!?
I just wish for one moment, I could feel normal. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. I have the most beautiful, sweet baby girl ever. She has been one of the best things that's happened to Eric and I. She is our world. We just want to give her siblings. She loves little kids and I think she